If we were having coffee right now, I would tell you things I couldn’t tell anyone I know. Because maybe they wouldn’t understand. Or maybe they are all getting tired of me saying same things over again.
If we were having coffee right now, I would be listening intently to all you were going to tell me. I would nod at every point you would make. Because if we were having coffee right now that would mean I trust you and your words.
If we were having coffee right now, I would try to monitor my heartbeat every time I would sip my coffee and we would laugh at whatever we would be talking about. And we would laugh even more at the thought of me trying to control my emotions so my heartbeat wouldn’t spike.
If we were having coffee right now, maybe you would tell me to stop drinking coffee because you would know I always palpitate.
But maybe, if we were having coffee right now, we both know we would do this again some time despite knowing coffee wouldn’t be good for my heart.